Happy Sinday, lovely Angels! I can’t think of a week where I’ve been more happy to see it roll around. My fic and Rob mojo have been running dangerously low lately with no time to refill. I’ve been enjoying what I do have time to read, but am crazy behind on updates and nothing new was pwning me. I decided to think about what originally drew me to fic in a quest to find my happy place. If there is one genre that I find myself always going back to, it would have to be the angst. I really can’t get enough of the drama and the heartfail- I love a good story that just pulls you in and won’t let go. I actually look for stories that can evoke enough emotion to make me cry. Add to that the fact that I’m not sure when I’ll get a chance to see Remember Me, plus reading entries for the Black Balloon Contest (more on that in a bit) and I decided to just turn the whole damn week into one big emo-fest.
Want us to hold you, Rob? Pretty please?
the angst after the cuddle…
It seems there are a lot of angst h00rs out there, judging by the twitter response I got to send me your faves, so get out your kleenex- you will love both of today’s recs. For those that aren’t sure if you can take it, I think you’ll find that both of these stories are worth the heartache, so fasten your seat belts and dive in. If angst isn’t your thing, fair warning that you should probably skip the reading this week and just look at the pretty;)
Fu*k me, broody Rob gets me hot and bothered
Our completed rec this week is Bare by stella luna sky.
Summary: A beautifully plain girl writes the colors used to unravel a young prodigy of the brushstroke. What color are the eyes that see through the heart? Forest green and their rooted brown. AU/AH. M for brushes of citrus.
Rated: M – Romance/Hurt/Comfort – Chapters: 25 – Bella & Edward- Complete except for epilogue
I have loved this story since the first chapter and I’ve stayed with it until it ended last month. I was actually avoiding reading the last chapter because I didn’t want it to end. The author’s words make the whole thing feel like poetry and it’s just lush and beautiful. Her Edward is a talented painter with a bit of a tortured soul and Bella sees beauty through her own words. There is just something so lovely and poignant about their journey together, even the hard parts, and I adored it. If you can take a good romantic dose of angst, make sure you don’t miss this one and you can look forward to the Epi soon.
I’m putting the Spotlight for this week’s WIP on a fantastic story called Awake in the Infinite Cold by quothme. No banner for this one, but there is a gorgeous video by the author that you MUST watch- it alone made me cry.
Summary: Sometimes the fruit is forbidden for a reason. An odd mélange of Twilight and How to Be, with an Edward that looks and dresses like Art. Because Artward breaks my heart. Not your typical E/B romance. AH
Rated: M – Romance/Drama – Chapters: 17 – Edward & Bella WIP
Remember how last week I said that no other story has affected me like Gondolier’s HL5? Yeah, well, I just found one. In a funny coincidence, Gondolier herself recently rec’d this one, along with a lot of other authors and readers. I don’t know how I’ve missed it for this long and I can’t even describe how hard this fic has pwned me. It’s a cross between Twilight and Flowers for Algernon with a mix of others and it’s unbelievably well done. Flowers has haunted me since I read it a million years ago and I can tell that this story is going to do the same. It’s so intelligent and heartbreaking and beautiful that I’m still struggling to explain what I think about it, but I know I will be printing it out to read again and I’ll be watching *coughStalkingcough* for an update like the shameless fangirl I am. This is truly an angst dream come true, so START READING if you haven’t already.
Just in case that’s not enough to push you over the edge, my twitter poll yielded 3 fics that got a lot of votes. I haven’t read them yet, but I trust my angst h00rs to not lead me astray so they have gone on my To Read list and I’m giving them to you as bonus recs:
Love is Hell by Kefe
How to Save a Life by unholy.obsession
Just Wait by InstantKarmaGirl
Before I leave you to your reading/sobbing, need to give you a heads up on a group of fellow angst junkies who are holding a contest to satisfy the need for more. The uber-talented lambcullen and elusivetwilight have organized the Black Balloon Contest, and I’m excited to be a judge along with the fantastic dihenydd, irish twilight sisters, and Aspenleaf. We are daring you to make us cry- think you can do it? Check out the details and stories that have already been added to the C2 here, and get your entries in to us by April 2.
I hope all of you had a great week, and that your Remember Me excursions (including the NY h00rtour group- love you crazy ladies!) were fabulous and memorable. Thanks to my twitter peeps ladyeire72, Roselover24, and beingbold for the BroodyRob picfest- *smooches* for raiding your stash. I’ll see you all down below for your recs- Happy Reading and enjoy your Sinday! xo
I have no idea how i found this one, but it is absolutely POSITIVELY fantastic. I’m noy ususally one for angst, but crap of this one didn’t grab my heart, yank it out of my chest and stomp on it into a bloody pulp… Oh and the smut is great too!
The Red Line by WinndSinger
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4819806/1/The_Red_Line
Summary: Edward is an exotic male dancer. Bella is a college student studying psychology and needs a subject to do her thesis on. Bella pays Edward to belong to her for 2 weeks so she can study him. Things soon get very interesting between them.
I totally thought this could be a fluffy, fun story, but quickly discovered that it is soooo not. Totally love this one!
Definately not a fun, fluffy story. Very dark at times, but one of my all time faves. I loved the Eward in this one.
I really liked this story, I liked how Bella peeled back his layers. How she made him strong. Very good
I lurk a lot here and I have read and loved a lot of your recommendations. I just have to say that I absolutely ADORE The Red Line and I think it is a must read. It is heartbreaking and uplifting at the same time. I read it while she was writing it and she updated almost every day. There at the end there were a few bumps, but the story is really phenomenal.
She has another story that is quite good called Hurt. It is AU and it is also quite angsty and delicious.
This was the second FF I ever read (Wide Awake the first – and after reading the best….) but I really did like The Red Line.
OH YEAH, this is a good one
Thank for the rec Stephabelle, I’ve added it to my list!
Ahh thanks for this.I started reading this then got lost in all my others.I am all caught up and in need of my angst high.I swear these stories are the best and as sad and painful as it is it feels good to read these!
I agree, The Red Line is quite something. I couldn’t stop reading it once I started, but there should be a warning, it’s really not for everyone. It’s very graphic. I can’t tell how much I personally wanted to do extremely ugly and nasty things to one Victoria…and James…even more then I wanted Edward to rip out his throat in Twilight and rip Victoria to bits in Eclispe…
this is one of my all time faves, the first one i read to and it got me hooked, would love a sequel to find out how they’re doing too.
Wow…and all was deathly silent….Am I the only hOOr that went to the early show today?
I went to the early one, too, Capri!
I just read “The Naked Guy Upstairs.” I know that a lot of you have rec’d this for a long time, but for some reason I never read it. It’s funny and sexy and verra cute!
Just finished “UoEM” update….Oh-My-GAWD! It was unbelievable. If you’re reading this one, run and read this chappy! It’s their 1st time!
I read “The Red Line” ages ago….almost forgot about that one! It’s awesome, too!
Did anyone hear how RM is doing, as far as box office?
CANNOT WAIT TO READ “UNIVERSITY OF EDWARD MASEN” new chapter. Did they do it? GOD I AM SO EXCITED> CAN’T WAIT TO READ. Just wanna read the comments before I do. I home he really really really…yeah, you know. WOOF
Sus, The last I heard RM only took in 3.6 million on Friday. Figures s/b posted in the morning for today. I am working on my next chappy right now for Heartbreak and should have it posted tonight.
PS I can’t believe I had not rec Awake in the Infinite Cold before, I have been reading this for a while now.
Hey Sus! UoEM update was sooo good! Debbo, run and read it now!!!
debbo is crying with joy. OH ….”The University Of Edward Masen” newest chapter is SO BEAUTIFUL. I really am crying from joy for them. He was so SO SO GENTLE WITH HER……loving her tenderly and lovingly. I wish my first time had been SO SO SO LOVING AND TENDER like that. GOD. I’ve got mascara running down my face from my gig makeup. I just couldn’t wait to read this and I haven’t removed my makeup yet. I am in HEAVEN. Just like Bella and to visualize our Robert’s long legs wrapped around her in the bathtub with his hard cock caressing her backside and his arms around her so gentle in the warm and rose scented water and her sighs and both of their happiness and tender loving kisses and caresses and falling asleep in each other’s arms with him speaking italian to her….OH. MY. GOD>DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD OH MY GODDDDDDDD THAT WAS BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!!!! WHEW. I’m not even going to howl for THAT ONE. I’m going to gently purrrrrrrr and smile and let the soft tears flow. SIGH. I’m in love with that Edward Masen character from “The University of Edward Masen” and that we all waited 26 chapter for THIS TENDER LOVING EVENING.
IT WAS SO WORTH THE WAIT……GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
he he he. And to picture Rob as that Edward Masen is BEYOND BEAUTIFUL and remembering “REMEMBER ME” and how he looked with his hair all mussed and him kissing and gently moving her with the sunlight behind his head. OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDD It’s too much for me.
I want a warm bath. Sigh. Let’s all just light some candles, put on that Dave Mathews song from YouTube into our stereos and just take a WARM BATH AND VISUALIZE making love to OUR ROBERT PATTINSON.
SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH THAT WAS JUST SO BEAUTIFUL.
I’m so happy for them. Thank you great author of that story for giving us this beautiful first time so amazingly gently erotic. I can’t wait until she’s more comfortable and he sees she’s really a tiger behind her shyness, you know? Sigh…….dom perignon please…….and a strawberry dipped in chocolate…let me just suck Rob’s large and long fingers…….
OH. MY > GOD…..I need a warm bath. LATER, LADIES…..and then it’s “HIDE AND DRINK” time…..and “High Anxiety” time and “Incubus Anomaly” time.
OH I LOVE MY SATURDAYS with their erotic fan fiction updates.
I’m SO HAPPY. SO HAPPY FOR ROB BEING IN LONDON WITH HIS MATES. SO HAPPY THAT HE’S IN LOVE. SO HAPPY THAT HIS MOVIE WAS SO GOOD and no matter the numbers of it’s opening weekend, people will realize how good he can be and he will become more and more respected by his actin peers.
I AM SO HAPPY!!!!!! I WANT TO HUG ALL OF YOU h00rs! hehehehhehe
sighhhhhhh We may need the hobo again tonight……it’s just all too much.
sigh.
CAN YOU FEEL THE ROB JOY LADIES FROM REMEMBER ME???????
Can I get a loving and joyous AMEN?
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
Robert Pattinson is a great gift to us all……I love that little fucker so much..
Here are the two songs the author of “The University Of Edward Masen” posted as the songs they made love to…..the first is a little more gentle…the comforting of her before his first penetration, taking her virginity. sigh The SECOND song is more erotic and almost primal in it’s flow and rhythm and softness of his melody and lyrics….and she said that was what they’d be hearing during the actual intercourse and he says to her that the rhythm of the song was perfect for the movements of sliding in and out of her…in the contrary motion their bodies make making love. SIGH. I just HAD to post them to go with the 26th chapter of “The University of Edward Masen” GO AND READ IT NOW if you’ve been following all along up till now to chapter 26. If you haven’t, PLEASE WAIT….and read it from the beginning up till they make love because the long and lengthy build up is the longest foreplay UST of erotic Edward wanting her so badly….and them slowly getting to know each other long after they first spent the night in the meadow SO LONG AGO…..sigh.
I so love this Edward….so dark, but wanting so much to love her with light shining on her from his soul.
I totally loved the UoEM update! Edward was so sweet. He totally reminded me of my “first”, so slow and gentle, and being more concerned about you than himself. I was literally choked up reading it, because it brought back so many memories. I know some women have less than enjoyable “first” times, but mine was amazing! I was so lucky to have such a thoughtful and considerate guy, even though he was only 18, he was a far better lover than guys that I have been with who are a lot older, even my Hubs, but don’t tell him that LOL!
WIFEY….I should have known you’d be the one to comment about “TUoEM” after it opened me up like a flower and I shared my feelings about it. You are SUCH a fine wifey. MARRY ME AGAIN. LOL We will run away to FIJI with Rob and fuck him senseless. hehehehhehehhehehehe
WIFEY!!!{{HUGS}} OMG, Fiji? I love that idea! We can take turns eating tropical fruit off of Rob’s body, especially the really juicy ones that will drip all over him, and you can lick it off of one side of his body while I lick it off of the other side, until we meet in the middle at the “sweetest” spot on his body where we’ll take turns licking, and sucking, and swallowing….OK I’m gonna stop there because if I keep on going I’m gonna end up needing my Hobo!
Oh debbo thank you for those vids! I totally LOVED the latest update to The University of Edward Masen….GAH… so romantic and loving and thrilling… gives me goose bumps just thinking about it – of course I read it twice. And these songs are so beautiful! OMG I can’t live without great fanfic like MotU and TUoEM – I’m so totally addicted!!!!
debbo
thanks for the vids… and I loved the UoEM update.. I LOVED IT!!! soooo beautifulll that I read it all over again now..and with the songs… WOAH..
Bravo my dear…another great post. Wherever did you get those marvelous pictures *bats eyes*? I just started reading AitIC on your recommendation and am entranced, even though I know it has the potential for heartfail and lots of tears.
Keep it real ks and big hugs!
*sniff* L u made me cry! This is why I love you with all my heart. Kindred spirit & ficwife…Thank you my dear!
V
The angsty stories are my fave, most of the time. But honestly, I’ve had my fill of angst this week. LOL
I have both “Bare” and “Awake in the Infinite Cold” already on my ‘To Read’ list and I’m glad to hear more about them. I will definitely be checking them out in the next few weeks.
Glad to see “How to Save a Life” rec’d. I only started reading it a few weeks ago after having had it on my list for forever, and am now caught up. Can’t believe I didn’t start it sooner. It owned me HARD right away. It is truly well-written, intriguing, heartbreaking, and I think what I love most about it is that it has real depth and is well-paced. I like the angsty stories that don’t jump into the lovefest too soon, and How to Save a Life feels very realistic in regard to the progression of the relationship. Even in moments where it felt frustrating, it was well-written and interesting enough to keep me reading and anxiously awaiting each “breakthrough”. Edward is tough for Bella to crack, but it makes it so much more compelling to me. HIGHLY recommend this one if you like the angst.
How to Save a Life is one of my absolute favorite stories. I can’t wait for Edward to get his shit together. And that last chapter was heartbreak for Bella!!
Oh punkybumpkin you really HAVE to read the stories rec’d today. They are SO GOOD. One has no lemons in it but it’s SO SWEET you don’t miss them AT ALL. The other is so tumultuous and angsty and artistically beautiful their sharing their arts with each other…..and learning to trust…OH SO NICE. I loved them both.
They’re definitely next on my list! I’m very intrigued by AitIC, and I’ve been meaning to start “Bare” for a looong time now. I’m just trying to catch up with “A Constant in the Darkness” at the moment. Just a few more chapters left.
Hey Angelz! I’ve been absent since Friday and missed the hell out of you all! I fear I have some bad news coming Monday.
Anyway, been working on some manips and pretties and wanted to drop a few off! ♥ you all!
Awwww…
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LRAD….good thoughts comin’ your way…whatever you are facing! We’re here for ya, darlin’….
xoxo
♥ you babee! Im sorry I havent been a better h00r-friend and havent call you again like I said I would… But Ive been so overwelmed with school nd finals before sproing break.. I will call tomorow to give you and extra boost and make you laugh with my retardedness…
LRAD those are great sweetie the one with the pup is cute!
I hope all is well for you whatever is comin monday, sending positive thoughts your way <3 {{hugs}}
Hey, girl!!! Good luck and be brave Monday! Nice to see you back working on your pretties! The second one makes me think of the Edward in Wide Awake for some reason. And talk about bicep-bumps, wow! Sending lots of love your way!! <3333!
Hold on tight LRAD. We love you….
Love those manips LRAD, especially the first one, sooo cute! Sorry to hear that Monday may bring you some less than desired news, but hopefully it will turn out to be a lot better than you expect!<3
Good vibes for Monday coming your way!…….
Oh, forgot. Rob with a puppy = Major Win!
Oh LRAD! So glad to see you! And these manips are fricken’ gorgeous!!! I LOVE Rob with the puppy!!!! Oh I hope Monday does NOT bring you any bad news, I’ll be praying for you! Love you!!
Just popping in before going to bed….no new FanFics for me yet but will start CWIA this week!
Does anyone have a copy of the script for Remember Me? I thought I had one but turns out I’ve got all but that one.
Can someone email it to me??
janharvey1@hotmail.com
Thanks, girls!
It’s been an emotional weekend and I have a 6 hour dance rehearsal tomorrow and don’t forget! We lose an hour this weekend, so I’m off to Bedfordshire!
Just sent it to ya.
Wow! That was fast!
Thank you, Punky!!!
Have a good one!! ♥
Crap and I sent it too dang it!!
No worries! Thank you, too, Becky!!!
CW&IA, Tattward……..YUM-MMMM-MY!
Im in the middle of CW&IA and loving it!! I look up all the piercings on google… who would think that FF would be so educational lol. Its also great to finally understand all the cupcake chat! lol
I ladies. I LOVED the fan fic story “BARE”. Couldn’t get enough of it. GREAT STORY.
Went to Robsessed and RP Life and it’s SO GOOD TO SEE ROB SO HAPPY. I mean, he couldn’t be happier now. London is his home and I think when all his acting wanes a bit, I think he will head home to London to stay. He’s just so happyt hang with his mates and party and I love to see his droopy eyes. You always know he’s buzzed by his eyes, right?
SUE yeah I love your new avi. WORKS PERFECTLY as an avi and really stands out.
Gig went fine. Tired. Want to read all the updates that came in today. Saturday seems to be updates day.
Hide and seek, University of Edward Masen and HOPEFULLY they will have done the deed? Haven’t read…so many others updated so I am excited to read tonight.
Still amazed at Remember Me. I thought it would make more money than that however, but they are just estimates. I LOVED IT so much and last night I couldn’t get the love scenes out of my head. He’s just SO HOT. WOOF.
Oh yeah I LOVE LOVE LOVE “Awake in the infinite cold”. SO SWEET….so want to just cuddle with that Edward. SIGH
Hey Becky, if you’re out there I wanna let you know that I started a one shot, but it quickly became a beast and turned into a story. No matter how hard I try to shorten it, it won’t cooperate. I’m pretty anal(har har) about my writing. I’m not really a writer per-se, but I’ve kept journals since I was 10. It’s hard to devote the time I need to make the story what I want. Between kids, running a farm and my FF/Robsession, I only manage little slots of time for writing before RL drags me away. I want to get on twitter so bad, but have decided if I did I would never finish my story. So, if you don’t see me on here sometimes in the next few weeks it’s because I’m finally getting my shit together and finding the balls to post it. Thanks for your vote of confidence, because mine is kinda lacking. <3's, bb!!
*BECKY JUMPS UP AND DOWN* YEAH, I can’t wait to read it. I am so proud of you, and full story ever better!! Hey if you ever get on twitter, I am on there too. My username is the same as it is here!! Just post it Bestie you will be pleasently surprised and I bet everyone loves it, cuz you are a funny creative h00r. JUST DO IT BABE!!! <3333 ya HARD!!
Did I miss something?? What is the story that Gondolier rec’d?? I don’t see a video either…help!
It’s so funny that angst was today’s post. I was going to come and ask for rec’s for a completed angsty fic – as long as it has an HEA. I gotta have an HEA.. so let me have it ladies!!
I am reading How to Save a Life – LOVE it. And how could we forget High Anxiety for angst. That one updated today…I feel so bad for Edward. And I spent all week reading Hydraulic Level 5 by Gondolier. OMG. What an awesome story that made me cry several times…
I’m adding Bare and the others to my list. Maybe I’ll start Bare since it’s complete.
And OMG, wasn’t the UoEM the most awesome chapter evah!! Oh, god I wish I had a lover like that….holy hell that chappie was hot. It was totally worth waiting for…every second. I’m going to go read it again, it was so beautiful, erotic, sensual, it was everything!
So, any other complete angsty fics with and HEA that you angelzs want to recommend?? I really need a new story to read while I wait for updates.
Ok, read the post again…I see that the story that gondolier rec’d is Awake in the Infinite Cold…duh. I just read it wrong the first time. And I started Bare…I’m already hooked…..this could be a late night!
Where is everyone?? Seeing RM again? I saw it twice on Friday since I could not go on Saturday….Loved it loved it. Rob was so good and so gorgeous….le sigh.
Roxie, I am not sure what HEA means?? This is one of my fav angst stories. It is complete. I have a hard time with angst, so I hope it something you will enjoy!! It’s called ‘Coming to Terms’
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4626503/1/
*COMPLETE* A one night stand, a handful of condom wrappers, and Bella decides she’s meant to be alone. Fate has other plans. All human. Canon pairings
Roxie, I forgot about this one. IT IS THE MOST ANGSTY STORY I HAVE EVER READ. It breaks my heart. I know a lot of h00rs are reading it. It is called ‘Expectations and other moving pieces’.
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5440859/1/
Basically, Edward and Bella are in a loveless marriage and he moves her to a rural part of Colorado after his father dies. WOW is all I can say.
*shout out to Colorado my home state*
becky – HEA is Happily Ever After. I spent the week before last reading Coming to Terms. I absolutely loved that story!! I don’t know why I especially like the stories where Edward is an ass, or a man whore and of course, changes for Bella. Suckers me in everytime.
Yes, Expectations and Other Moving Pieces is awesome. I really hope that one has an HEA, but I’m just not sure it will ever get there!!
*palmforehead* DUH!!!! of course that is what it means. Well I’m going back in my stories I have in my faves to see if there is anything else to rec. BTW, Expectations and other moving pieces is a WIP.
CRAP, well I am just stricking out tonight. I really Expectations has a happy ending too. ok, let me see what else I got.
Ok Roxie if you have read this one I am giving up!!!
Edward has a rare medical condition that makes him an ass. This is complete but has a squeal that is not complete.
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5279152/1/House_Of_The_Rising_Sun
The squeal is called ‘Baby Blues’
Both really good
LOVE LOVE LOVE E&OMP!!
I love “Expectations and other moving pieces” as well. I am enjoying watching them start to slowly come around….. It’s well written. LOVE IT.
oh – House of the Rising Sun is a new one for me. Thanks! I’ll put it on my list and check it out. I’m already so into Bare, I can tell what I will be doing for the rest of the day – I really need to get some sleep.
I was looking at my computer and it was 1:58. The next thing I knew it was 3:15. I thought, damn, time flies. when you are reading…then I realized my computer kicked in daylight savings time!
*Shew wipes brow* I am glad!! I loved BARE. it was a really good story!! Good night BB
Dear Isabella is on my list. I loved her other story, Scotch, Gin and the New Girl. It was soooo good.
My first post.
On RM – GREAT movie, as all of you have been saying. The more I see it, the better it gets!
I told my friends about this movie and they never heard of it. So I think we should continue the campaign similar to Remember Me Saturday. Who started it? Maybe they can do the same for the coming weeks, once they post it, I bet you it goes around fast. We can focus on this and support our RP.
Great Site. You all rock!!
Welcome shufflebin! Come and join the party!!
alright angelz, seeing RM tomorrow, can’t wait, UOEM sooooooooo hot. Where is MY EM. Is there really one some where??? sigh
Stolen Souls by Nayarit is my latest read.
http://www.twilighted.net/viewstory.php?sid=10693&textsize=0&chapter=1
Edward has been a bad, bad, boy before his wedding and has a secret, alice and bella are sisters. Jasper is a therapist, Emmett is a bouncer with Rose as his Slovokian gf. They ALL have secrets and it is 6 chapters so far.
The other one that owns my BOA is Don’t forget to remember me.
http://www.twilighted.net/viewstory.php?sid=7789
Oh you talk about HOT…..
enjoy
tchr4rob
OH DEAR GOD you are so right about “Don’t forget to remember me”. At your rec, I started it tonight and it’s 10:30 am and I’ve been reading it from like dawn on and I’m on chapter 6 already. IT OWNS ME ALREADY. ohhhhhhhh my GOD they are hot for each other. Whew. How in the fuck could they be 3000 miles apart for that long that they did it? I COULD NOT HAVE DONE IT if the passion had been that strong. I’m scared to death of what’s coming because the story description already said what’s coming. OH NO>…..It would take a car running over my head, backing up and running over it again, backing up LOL and running over me again for me to NOT REMEMBER THAT KIND OF LOVE. ohhhhhhhh
THANKS FOR THE REC.
READ IT PEOPLE!!!!!!!!! WOOF OW OW OWWWWWWWW and a FUCK YEAH!!
Stolen Souls is my latest addiction! I love the way it’s written. It really gets you thinking and guessing, and frustrated, angsty and just about every other emotion…whoa!
MFDebbo
MusicforDebbo
GF you just wait!!!!!!!!!!! I was up reading it until the next morning not able to stop!!! You will need tissues. I couldn’t be 3000 either. With that kind of passion I would have to be right there and couldn’t not be able not to see him. They are something that is for sure. It does get to you I promise!!!!!!!!
Change of subject. Just got back from seeing Remember me……………
Have to go see it!!!!!!!!!!! Unbelievable he is in this movie. It has such emotion and the twist is just OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thanks for sharing your beautiful experience with us seeing “Remember Me”. It was such an experience for all of us and each of us felt it deeply, but in our own ways……it’s so beautiful to hear everybody’s thoughts. I only wish Rob could read them. He’s given us so much. Started so many people writing fan fictions and created a lot of magic between lovers just sparked by his beauty and erotic pictures. And those of us alone, feel the love we felt when we were first in love by looking at his face. His dreamy, beautiful and moody face that can be light or darkness, passion or need. He’s brought us friendships and such fun here at RAoR as well. JAG gave us so much as well….but she was inspired by Rob.
God I love him. Love you all as well…love JAG so much too. Where is she?
RAoR is deserted I believe because so many people are so filled with Rob from “Remember Me” that they just keep going back for more. Between that and all the beautiful Rob porn from his press junkets last week and we are all overwhelmed. I think people are realizing they need time with family since they’ve been wound up with Rob for these past couple of weeks. Wouldn’t surprise me…..
I THINK (I hope) that this is the video for “Awake in the infinite cold” that didn’t show up in the post above….or at least it didn’t for me. If it showed for you, I apologize for reposting this. I love the music of Patty Griffin. sigh…nice video. I ADORE that story. ADORE IT…….I just want to wrap my arms around that Edward and rock him to sleep. sigh. Brings out the mama bear in us….and the longing for him to…..
Thanks debbo! The vid above did not show up for me either. But I just watched the one you posted and boy it looks interesting. Added to the never ending list of FF I want and NEED to read. When will I ever have time….!!
I REALLY love this video. I just love her singing as well as Patty Griffin is a really good singer/songwriter. I think I even “follow” her on twitter. LOL She’s so good. The video is so lovely. I wish I could put something as simple, but as powerful a video together such as that one. Beautiful. Sigh. A friend once told me: “Music is only as fine as the silence it is compared to”. Meaning if you leave a little air and let it breathe, it’s like you can hear a pin drop and the beauty of the notes you DO SING AND PLAY are more powerful by having given over to some silence to make the music more powerful. I never forgot that. It takes maturity to do that however. Most of us musicians when we were younger always wanted to PROVE our talent by oversinging, but as you mature, you realize more can be said with less. It’s very poignant that way. Live and learn.
Thanks for that vid Wifey, it was very nice. It makes me look forward to reading that story even more!
Oh GAWD debbo that is a beautiful video and a beautiful song! I must start reading Awake in the Infinite Cold! Thank you!
Here’s a story about Rob and the guitar shop he was in in LA. Sweet gesture he did. I wish I knew what brand/type of guitar he bought. Dying to know.
http://www.robert-pattinson.co.uk/2010/03/14/rob-autographs-guitar-for-charity/
SHIT….been so long since I posted from my Old DESKTOP that I forgot I had my old nickname there. HAHHAHAHHAH “Love4Rob4Debbo = music4debbo.
gah….I’m in love with my laptop and now only use my desktop for sequencing music and hard disc music recording. Back to the lapper….
*HFS peeks her head around the corner*
Hello?
*puts a toe tentatively in the door*
Ah, fuck it, I can’t stay away any longer. I’ve been purposefully *sob* avoiding RAoR because I don’t want to get spoiled for Remember Me! I’m home now. There’s no way I could have stayed away on Sinday!
Rest assured, when Christina (yes, I’m referring to myself in the 3rd person b/c I’m a cool peep) saw the quote “one big emo-fest” she actually f*cking squealed & bounced in her seat. No worries, I’m not addicted to the hurt-so-bad-but-feels-so-good, the make me cry hard and emo for day feeling. #BigF*ckingLie
Actually, I was planning on battling my OCD & moving Awake in the Infinite Cold up my list to be read next because all my next fics aren’t exactly angst & I’ve heard so much about it.
And if you’re looking for an extremely angsty, want to shake your monitor so hard the characters feel it story, you MUST read “Expectations and Other Moving Pieces” by chrometurtle.
I know quite a few (a bunch of us h00rs to be exact) are reading and completely pining over this story.
Nothing like a broken marriage, a self-discovering Bella, a broken Edward, and the rebuilding of a bond to give you a real gut punch. I ♥ it so f*cking much.
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5440859/1/
Another is Sam’s (AngstGoddess003) new-ish fic, “Company Loves Misery.”
I don’t really have to say more than her name & you should know it’s f*cking awesome!
Summary: AH-Edward, current recovering alcoholic, former bully of Bella Swan, must make amends to the one person who refuses to give them. Written for FGB Auction/WA Rehab. Adult Situations. Updated Wed/Sun.
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5577199/1/
Have a great day, ladies! I know I will- day of shopping sans the little ones & watching Remember Me. (*bites nails* I’m nervous about crying publicly, but I’m such an angsth00r, I’m bouncing with giddiness.)
~Christina
Thanks for the recs christina. Remember Me is going to blow your mind. Try not to sob as loudly as I DID. God, I made an ass out of myself. The whole last fifteen minutes I was sobbing so loud the theatre shook. HAHAHHAHHAHHAHAHH
Wow, I don’t think I’ve had a week yet where I’ve already read BOTH rec’d fics…this surely means I am completely addicted to ff (as if I didn’t already know it!) Lol.
I LOVE Bare, and just read Awake in The Infinite Cold this week and, while I found it slow to start, now that things are progressing I am definitely hooked! Next chap should be very interesting.
I read a LOT of ff this week (ok, so this isn’t really different than any other week, but still). The Office and 30 Rock are even still sitting on my DVR and I have two LOSTs to watch. TV will have to wait, lol.
First, what took me SO long to finally read My Yes, My No? It was AMAZING, and I loved it. Glad to finally cross that one off my list:)
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5366705/1/My_Yes_My_No
This has been rec’d a lot lately, and now I see why. BEAUTIFUL writing, lots of angst and lovesickness. Amazing.
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5550249/1/The_Worst_of_Weather
And then I discovered this little gem and got lost for…days. I’m only half kidding, lol. Most of these are one-shots, but I am really partial to Jasper/Edward slash, and sometimes I just want a good, smut-filled boy-love romp. It’s not everyone’s cup of tea, but there are some really good pieces here!
http://www.fanfiction.net/community/Edward_Jasper_slash_C2/74542/14/0/1/
Like this one: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4676602/1/Hotel_Rooms_and_Hard_Nights
and this one, which I REALLY hope becomes an actual story! http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5669778/1/La_Pour_Ca
Happy Sinday!!!
@debbo
thanx for posting the music to
“The University of Edward Masen”… the songs fit the chapter perfectly…. *sigh*
Do have the songs? Maybe you could send me them?
Pretty Please?
Just a quick comment, because this is a busy busy day. Hopefully I’ll be able to get into the reading stuff later tonight…
Loooovvvvvee me a good angst tale, I can’t wait.
But I have to say, when I saw the first pic, I was like ” WTF is that between his legs ?????????” (cause yeah, noone here ever looks there…)
” He’s sitting on a big pipe !!!! No a fire hydrant!! Who the heck sits on a fire hydrant’
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Then I started giggling and couldn’t stop and it totally killled the angst vibe….
Just popped in to say Hi to you all.
Mothers Day here in the UK so I’ll be off being pampered! I haven’t cooked all weekend as my kids keep taking me out to eat!
Doubt I’ll be able to get on here again until tomorrow.
Have a great day ladies.
X
Hello ladies!! I have a few rec’s for you that aren’t already listed. All three of these make me squee when they update! lol
Anyways…..
Empty Planes and Hidden Things by AydenMorgen
I hope you all are reading this since she’s a RaOR h00r, but I figured I’d mention it anyways. I love this fic hard, it’s got me by the “balls” if you will…
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5591160/1/
Texts From Last Night by EverythingIdo
The last time she updated I literally sped home to read it. I beg her daily for teasers and plead for her to update. It’s funny as hell and has owned me from the first chapter. It’s original as hell, each chapter is based off a selection from the website Texts From Last Night.
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5657052/1/
Lastly…
Codename: Twilight by secretaddict40
This one is unlike anything I’ve read before! It’s canon characters, but they are all a part of the secret service operation. There’s guns and fighting and shooting and sexual tension and rule breaking and.. GAH! The author hasn’t been pimping it all so it hasn’t gotten the attention it deserves!!
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5677807/1/
On a side note… I saw RM last night. I took the night off from work so I could be emo by myself after I saw it! So glad I did! I ran home and cowered under my blankets like a 5 year old, sucking my thumb and gripping my safety blanket!! haha
Seriously, it was A-mazing!
Have a great day, ladies!!
I really hope you check these all out!
Thanks for those rec’s writerinmydreams007. I’ve added them to my list, but I probably won’t start any of them until they’re complete, or until one of the WIPs that I am already following is.
Dear Isabella was so good! I read it last week, and at first I had a hard time following it, but then when I figured it out, it had me bawling like a baby! I swear I went through a whole box of tissue and it’s only 12 Ch.’s long!
spunkransomlover, well that one sounds great as well, I will definitely read it if you all loved it. GOD I LOVE “SINDAYS” with all the fan fic recs.
I fell off the wagon reading fan fics last week and was just reading the updates because all I wanted was ROB ROB ROB ROB and “REMEMBER ME” and his beautiful fucking face out everywhere making us all moan at his beauty. Fan fic was just not living up to that and I was not finding what I needed. But I am enjoying this “Don’t forget to remember me” and I can see I’m going to suck it up fast, just like a freshly exposed Rob peen. LOOK OUT MAN, I’m GOING DOWN FAST……submarine alarms…….woooo wooooo wooooow ooooooo. mmmmm Rob you taste so damned good. sigh
Good Morn All,
I swear I’ll never catch up on my reading…Just started Hide & Drink and I really like it.
Readng all the big ones UofEM MoTU and hockeyward. Also read a story called The Trip Home I know this story isn’t for everyone cuz it’s a polyamorous story (yeah Jasper, Edward and Bella) The good thing is the story is complete. Anyway here’s the link
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4683393/1/
And since I’m here guess I’ll do a little self pimpage *groan* After all my computer probs chaper 9 of Game on Baby is up http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5626218/9/Game_On_Baby
This story is to be read when the angst is tooo much and you need a little laugh. My other story fits the angst topic better but if I post that link I’ll end up in moderation. So, if you are interested just click on my fanfic profile. It’s called I Remember You
Have a great day Angelz!
Drizl, I loved The Trip Home. Have gone back and read it a few times. Nothin’ like a sandwich to get the creative “juices” flowin’ LMAO!!!
Hey driz! I read your Game On Baby this week and have to catch up on I Remember You. Game On Baby is def a great break from the angst and the stress – it’s fun and sexy!! Thanks for sharing – you’re yet another talented Angel (and Tattoo sista)!!
I read it girlfriend and loved it. Back on track.
YEAHHHHHH hug
I really miss expatzgeil.
If she was going to leave, I wish she had said goodbye to us…I MISS HER!
Me too Wifey! I hope everything is OK with her!
Hi ladies, expatz hasn’t left all together. She just has RL stuff to deal with. I e-mailed her last week. She’s okay and will hopefully come back soon.
Oh thanks Scilla, I was wondering what happened to her. I’m glad to hear that everything is OK!
Yep, High Anxiety is so painful. HE’s so self destructive. sigh….sad. “Expectations and other moving pieces” takes patience as well. I wish it were complete so I could see the light at the end of the tunnel…but the writing is so well done you enjoy it and can’t stop it. Yeah, I had to do the same thing with CW&IA for a while as well…even though the lemons were BEYOND HOT (JEESH), the pain was to much for me to not be able to read it through to completion. I’m so impatient. gahhhh I think you did the right thing with HA, just don’t forget to come back to it girl…..
Happy Mother’s Day to all our UK H00rs!! Loved the latest updates of TWOW and UofEM.
Besides reading all my updates, I usually take a few of the rec list and read them. Here’s a couple that I’ll rec for you guys this week….
One complete:
Devil’s Angel (completed last week)
My Harley, freedom and the women I have waiting for me up and down the California coast are my distractions, that was until my Beauty turned my world upside down.
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5404362/1/Devils_Angel
and one WIP:
A Betting Man
Edward makes a bet with Bella’s ex, James, that he can bed her. Bella learns of the bet through a friend and decides to string Edward along for a bit and subsequently land herself a hot date for her friend’s wedding. Things soon get very interesting…
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5568348/1/A_Betting_Man
Am starting to come down from my RM high – 3 times in 3 days – am now recommending it to all my friends but my DH has said he doesn’t have “one iota of interest” of seeing it with me so it looks like I’ll be going by myself again sometime verra, verra soon.
Later Chickies!!
Both awesome fics blinky!
itsange, bookmarking all. You always “bring da goods” and read the lesser known stories, so I always love to bookmark what you are into now.
Nora must be working her ass off, I miss her too.
Is twitter failing anyone else or is it just trying to piss me off personally!?
it keeps telling me something is technically wrong…I actually shouted at the scree No Sh*t!
So it’s not just you bb!
okay so maybe it is me … I didn’t shout at the scree… I shouted at the SCREEN I should go back to bed.
Nope, not workin’ for me either…been down for a couple of hours..
I’ve bailed out of HA, too, I’ve decided I can only do angst if it’s complete.
those are two of my favorites too. Love the angst. I die for updates though. It’s hard to wait. LOL. Have to add the recs from today, but my list is soooo long already, God knows when I will get to them!!
I love HA it’s by far one of my faves, but I’m a big angst H00r so that’s probably why!
Thanks for those recs itsange!
Thanks for the rec FluffyLiz!
I can’t say enough about Hide and Drink either….
The last update just killed me, but I had just come back from seeing Remember Me, so I might have already been a little emo.
RobSexMe and I saw it together. I am just so proud of Rob.